Brokenness

Daddy, I realise how broken I am. I look around me and don't have to search too far to see the same brokenness in others... it leads me to a place of frustration, confusion and desperation... desperation leads me to the point where I search after you like the deer for the water. Here. No frills, masks, speeches and excuses... 

Of course you saw me in my nakedness and brokenness already. I trust you have the balm to heal and a way to make me see how I can help the brokenness in those I care about too.

Its hard being an inquisitive person and a dreamer at heart... I have more questions than answers at times and see more of what I dream things to be than being able to deal with the reality of what they are presently. Yet, you know our brokenness more intimately than we could ever explain. Most of the times you don't do 'quick-fix' solutions, you prefer to get to the root of things. This means more pain and discomfort at times but I know that in the end you will work things together for our good.

This Sabbath I pray you will show us that you truly are the only one who can deal with our brokenness in whatever ways it manifests itself. Still you use my smallest testimonies to encourage me again that my journey of healing, however long, will end gloriously one day. Till then I'm willing to lie down on your couch as you continue the therapy and healing process.

"use me Lord to show someone the way, and enable me to say, my storage is empty and I am available to you"