This Place called 'Wait'

Willing to wait?

At the best of times...what happens when the day is drab and dark and I need an outlet. Willing to wait? God, you keep trying to tell me that waiting is the game that we play not for frivolity's sake but so you can work out patience and endurance and strength in me.

But what happens when i fail the test AGAIN? Is there a next time for me to try again?

Willing to wait. I am... its just that sometimes my will isn't as strong as it should be and it seems that the temptation to go my own way outweighs your will for me...

But even now in this state, I'm willing to wait on you to see when and how you are going to show up...

Actually on second thoughts You're actually here in this situation with me and that is the greatest comfort ever. You know my limitations better than i do so its comforting to know that you never allow me to go through anything that im not strong enough to endure.

Willing to wait.

Wait on you till your will becomes mine.

Until the steps that I take are clearly the ones ordained by you.

Willing to wait, even when it may look stupid or unpopular. Willing to wait even when it goes beyond my understanding and comprehension.

I'm in need of your grace while I stay in this place called... 'Wait'.