Post-tear

This is the most annoying decision i have had to make in a while...it could be seen as a lose/lose situation or instant/delayed gratification. With hard earned money, time and anticipation involved. Just looked too good to be true i didn't even want to share it with a lot of people. Now i know why.

I had to let out some frustration through the tear ducts...still feel like some mo' needs to come out. So why am i writing this? CATHARSIS- that's why!

I'll see what happens, but i think i have a pretty strong notion of what will happen

BIG BIG BIG SIGH!