April Fool's?

I was really itching to play an april fool#s joke yesterday but i didnt! All the ones i thought of were quite cruel and taking-the-joke-a-bit-too-far. Needless to say that now it is 2nd April and i regret not scheming up a good april fool's joke or prank...Oh well i guess there's always next year.

While i'm deciding on whether to go to lunch...let me just remind myself about this weekend.
This weekend was great, and insightful even though sometimes being enlightened hurts your eyes...I had a sign, one of those answers to prayers that you always hope for but are stunned by when it finally comes...

As simple as a comment but as profound as a specific wise comment...i had a sign this weekend. I tried to rationalise it away and use all kinds of excuses saying that my imagination was running wild etc...But it was a sign, i prayed and God decided to just show me that even though i havent seen the fruition of my prayers, he is working some things out for me in my life.
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This weekend made me realise that there is a fine line between truth and error, between deluding yourself and setting yourself free by accepting the truth. Some people do not take truth so well, the hide and complain and run and try to justify themselves always...I've found myself in circumstances where i didnt want to hera the truth either BUT let's face it it's the only thing that is going to set us free.

Honest is the best policy. Honesty with oneself, with God and with others.
Honesty means that i tell you exactly what it is that intend to do and some of the dreams that go along with that, just to let you know who i am and perhaps what that may mean for you as my friend...If one is honest no one can ever claim that they were decieved or roped into something that they wanted no part in.

This weekend i had a sig. A liberating one but also one that means i may have to take more resposnibility in certain areas than what i thought at first. Be mre proactive rather than reactive. This is my life and that means that I can't allow the final buck to stop anywhere else, with anyone else except myself!

Yesterday was April Fool's Day, today is the 2nd of April and to be honest even though some the people i know may think i am, i honestly don't think there is anything foolish about being REAL, INTENTIONAL AND PROACTIVE about life and the important decisions that we are blessed with.

So, God, thank you for answers to prayers. Thank you for the courage not to rationalize these answers away into the oblivion of doubt. Thank you for the strength to stand for what i believe in, what you've called me to and what that means for the people who you bring into my life always. It's amazing how there is liberty of spirit even in the most difficult situations and i pray that you will give me your peace during this time. I thank you that you listen and hear and act on my behalf because you have my heart, my days, my purpose in your hands! You truly are more than wonderful!

April Fool's? Naaahhh not me, thanks....